I am a hermit

I spend more time at home than I do anywhere else, which is really sad considering I have 4 jobs.  Yes, 4.  You heard right.  I'm busy working, but I spend every night of my life sitting in my basement wrapped in a blanket I made, and memories I can't forget.  I hate being a hermit.

"I bet you have a hard time walking

into a room full of people on your own, right? 

Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel 

like you're in the room until he looks at you or touches 

your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let 

everyone know... you're with him. You're his." 

-P.S. I Love You

chills

I hope you all watch Glee - I'm obsessed.
Last week was Lady Gaga week, and she's weird, but I am obsessed with this version of "Bad Romance".
This song came on and I immediately got the chills!  Love it so much.
I wish you could see the actual clip from the episode, but I can't find it anywhere.  The episode is from last week, go watch it if you want.  Soooo good.

that's what you get for waking up in VEGAS!

Thank goodness for my car, my cousin, and my christmas present (road trip courtesy of my parents).  Because of them I got to take a few days (aka Thursday-Sunday) and spend them in Las Vegas!  It was a much needed vacation, and I wish I was still there, I do not want to be home.  Take me back!!!!!!

We spent an hour and a half watching the Bellagio fountains.

Amazing!

Best faces ever! (in between fountain shows at the Bellagio)

I WANT TO GO BACK!!!!!!!

favorite commercial

this is my new favorite commercial.  Not promoting AT&T since they aren't my service provider, but I just think the commercial is so darn cute!

complete 180

my summer went from this
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to this
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so fast.

"Getting your heart broken is definitely one of the very very worst moments.

The feeling of losing someone you've spent every day with for the past months is so hard.

You feel like a part of you is gone.

like a part of you died.

It's too hard to see them move on, yet you only want them to be happy.

Everything is different.

You wake up feeling empty, you cry in the middle of an intersection.

food tastes different, music just makes you sad.

Friends treat you like a little kid who just found out the truth about santa.

It hurts to lose someone. That is genuine pain."
-as quoted from Amy, to whose blog I am a frequent visitor

I want to....

....see a blue whale before I die. Cause they are ginormous and I want to see something that's alive that is that big in real life.  How cool would that be?