a long time ago some big city was important for some big reasons

And I went to this big city!  Of course, it wasn't a big city then.  But, it's a big city now (tallest building now reaches 62 stories - the Hancock Tower), filled with "Big Dig"'s that are now completed, and the nation's oldest ballpark (Fenway Pahhk - say it out loud and you're using a Boston accent.  That's really how they say it.  Soo funny).  Also it has roots to outdate any place in the USA pretty much.  Gravestones dating back to the 1600's, which is soo awesome.
But, end of the ramble is I LOVE BOSTON!  It's a beautiful city!
Also, Cape Cod is pretty nice as well.

We rode these trusty trolleys all over the city!

Paul Revere's grave.  Pretty sweet.

Happy Father's Day!  We got Red Sox tickets for my dad for

Father's Day!  Greatest game!  Go Sox!

Hit the beach at Cape Cod!  It's absolutely gorgeous there!

Entrance to a beach at Cape Cod.  How beautiful is this????

Oh and we definitely went whale watching!  Saw at least 15 

Humpback whales.  Love it!!

I learned some things about myself while on this trip.  I trust easily, scare too much, and miss when I probably shouldn't.  But, I love excessively, and often, so if you know me, you can basically count on being loved by me.

I'm leavin' on a jet plane!

Headed to Boston, MA tomorrow!  For a week!  Cannot wait to get away from SLC.  And though I'll miss people, I just cannot wait to be away from here! Yay yay yay!

my life right now . . .

the worst feeling...

...missing someone.

Hands down that is probably the worst feeling ever.  

The emptiness, the loneliness, 

drowning in memories every second of every day.  

Missing hurts.

birthday wish

Holla!!! Shout out to my sister, 

Sarah McVey Ward (aka BEAR!).  

Happy 18th Birthday Bear!  

You're old.  'Nough said, girl.  'Nough said.

I love you!

I am a hermit

I spend more time at home than I do anywhere else, which is really sad considering I have 4 jobs.  Yes, 4.  You heard right.  I'm busy working, but I spend every night of my life sitting in my basement wrapped in a blanket I made, and memories I can't forget.  I hate being a hermit.

"I bet you have a hard time walking

into a room full of people on your own, right? 

Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel 

like you're in the room until he looks at you or touches 

your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let 

everyone know... you're with him. You're his." 

-P.S. I Love You

chills

I hope you all watch Glee - I'm obsessed.
Last week was Lady Gaga week, and she's weird, but I am obsessed with this version of "Bad Romance".
This song came on and I immediately got the chills!  Love it so much.
I wish you could see the actual clip from the episode, but I can't find it anywhere.  The episode is from last week, go watch it if you want.  Soooo good.